hello ppl , im backy again.. <:  so yeahh , cried yesterday night T.T thanks to my parents.. mainly my mum...
forcing this and that.. whatever luh..enough of everything..tired of everything too ): i want to end my life..but i wont luh..i dw ppl to be sad cus of me.. hmm..i know alot of ppl is likee worrying about me..thanks ppl<3 dont worry too much , im fine ok ? <: i know you all will be like "fine, ge pi" i will be alright soon <: sorry for making all of you worrying abt me ):  iloveallofyou<3

hmm..next , this is for you okay ? if you know who you are or if you bother to come and read this..but i hope you read luh...<: </3
dont you remember what you told me or even promised me ? ): you told me when you grow up..you want to be a successful businessman or even becoming a boss with your own company...but now your actions and stuffs , making this dream of yours hard to come through..you know now...one move of yours , you will be in the boys home anytime...is not a benefit k? ): beating ppl up only dirty your hands..maybe for you is just to vex your anger..but i dont wish you to beat up ppl k ? ): you promised me that you wont beat up ppl anymore..you remember ? ):  i know you still will ask ppl to beat ..think you big eh ?! fine...you wan find ppl to help you beat right ?! fine...come beat me up first... i die btr luh horhh... you continue like this..only will ruin your future , your dream or whatever will just vanish..think before you act k?! think of the consequence...
study hard and excel..you promised...i hope you will do what you promised me..
i know you love me..but you do all this things can you get me back ? no right ? since things happened...we cant do anything..just hope we got fate in 8-10years time bahh...):
just stop what you doing can ? anddd...go see doc , your hand ...i know you go punched the mirror or what...just go see doc.. i begging you k ?

and ppl out there , dont get my nerve -.- if i get nasty you wont know what i will do.. stop adding fuel to fire...-.- its getting on my nerve...

rawr : muzhuchickenelmo