hello...just reached home like finally..
today is like shit... ): i shouldn't have go and see the convo between you and her...it just make my heart dead..</3 i cried or maybe tears..after reading it...i just can't accept the fact that you just said that..T.T you asked me not to stead with other ppl and wait for you...i said okay.and we promised alot of things..and you..just broke the promise after 1 - 2 days and you lied to me...): </3 thanks for making my heart shattered eh..maybe outside im strong..but inside im like shattered into pieces that you can't see through...): idk if you are just playing with me or what ): i really want to know everything...</3 and are you two faced person ? ): you are like lying to me and hiding things that you did from me..don't think i dk k? i know everything....): </3 i hateyou but still iloveyou.
remember we planned our future and stuffs..name of baby blahblah..but now seems like those things won't come true bah ): i just feel like killing myself..): FML.

and in school,you look so happy laughing here and there as if nothing happen..but then you are avoiding stuffs...awhile this awhile that..i really want to know what you thinking..can you tell me? ): perhaps im not important to you anymore...perhaps you don't love me anymore...but i want know whats the fact...):
you know i bear with my tears from recess then now? and yeahh..my tears already rolled down now..): my heart hurts alot..maybe you wont feel that pain...i don't know if i should trust you again...i dont know what to do..): T.T can you tell me how? ): you don't even talk to me in school..i miss how you talked to me..i miss everything... is this gonna end our r/s ? ):
i just want you to know..i still love and miss you like last time..even though you hurt me ): </3 do you still love me ? ): i want to know </3 i wonder what am i to you now ? ):
hope you can really try to talk to me and really tell me what you thinking now...):
do you know that im like crying everyday because of you.. ): why you treat me liddat... ): im freaking hurttt..i cant believe what i saw still...WHYWHYWHY?! ): </3 oh ya.. and i predict that you like her(you should know who) before..but i didn't say anything...maybe shouldn't have even exist luh...hiashhh..fml k? ): </3

rawrr: muzhuchickenelmo ): </3

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